I had my baby weeks ago now and it was a horrible experience I was totally out of my control and not what I expected. Don’t
get me wrong I love my son George, but the whole experience is not at all how I pictured the miracle of child birth or motherhood.
Everyone says it gets easier and I can see that it will, someone suggested that I have PND and it is possible but I think
it is more that I am really disappointed that things are just not the way I expected them to be and it is going to take me
a while to get used to the reality of my situation.
